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February 20th, 2005

Posted by wildflowers at 02:22 PM on February 20, 2005.

It's You, my Lord,
the life im running after.

Feb's almost over and we'll soon be saying hello to March.

A fun but hectic week's over.
yay.

I'm gonna be 19 this year.
Ack. =(

I\'m all ears

February 15th, 2005

Posted by wildflowers at 04:06 PM on February 15, 2005.

Had a shitty day but i'm glad i'm feeling much better now.
Looking back, there were times as well when i didn't let the shitty moments bug me too much.
Things didn't go as bad as i'd expected.

Things were really really weird this morning, hardly felt like myself.
Oh well.

He's faithful.

I really can't wait for this semester to end.
It's sucha killer.
Then again, i'm not too keen on doing my intership either.


Everyone om school's starting to get pissed at each other and the level of stress is going up.

But i'm really glad that He's seen me through today.

The joy of the Lord is my strength..

And actually everyday.
Though tomorrow's gonna be just as hectic.

I'm just waiting for the morning of Thurs to fly by.
That's the ultimate killer.
I'll prolly have to wake up at 6.30 to do my hair and all.
Kinda regret taking broadcast performance as an elective.
Oh well. Abit too late for that now.

After 1pm on thursday.
Can't hardly wait.
Currently feeling: tired

I\'m all ears

February 1st, 2005

Posted by wildflowers at 04:35 PM on February 1, 2005.



" For if we died with Him,
We shall also live with Him
If we endure,
We shall also reign with him.
If we deny him,
He will also deny us.
If we are faithless,
He remains faithful
He cannot deny Himself "

I\'m all ears

January 25th, 2005

Posted by wildflowers at 04:26 AM on January 25, 2005.

Alright.
My first entry of the year.

Everyone's moving outta tabulas.
But i'm gonna stay.

All my archives are here..so yeah.

I'm in the sch library now.
Waiting for Josh & Nick to come.

The year so far's been good.
Been having more me time.
What i've been wanting, but there's something lacking.
And i kinda know what it is.

Anyway, the ignite conference was great.
I'm glad Vivian told me about it.
It was stuff i felt everyone needed to hear..
about going deeper..moving away from the superficial.

There was other stuff too.
Actually, i kinda went home from service with an overload of information.

Hrm.
I used to wonder why leaders who had stepped down either left the service/church they were attending.
I used to associate their leaving with something negative as well.
But now i understand why.

Somehow, though you've stepped down from leadership you're still looked upon as a leader.
There are still expecations you have to meet.
Granted, they've lessened.
But they're still pretty much there.
Oh well.

Anyway, i only caught Passion of the Christ yesterday.
Ha, am i slow or am i slow.
Well, i don't have much to say about the show.
Really, what can i say..?
The parts that tugged on my heartstrings were suprisingly not the bludgeonings (however you spell it) but it was more of the flashback parts especially at the last supper and the memories Mary had of young Jesus falling.


Yeshua
It sounds so beautiful in Hebrew.
Even more beautiful is HE.

I\'m all ears

December 23rd, 2004

Posted by wildflowers at 08:12 AM on December 23, 2004.

Oh,
add one more thing to that wish list.

-'Chinese take-out' bag from topshop.

=D

It's beginning to feel more and more like christmas.


..and if the world caved in around me, to YOU i still hold on

I\'m all ears

December 20th, 2004

Christmas Wish List

Posted by wildflowers at 11:14 AM on December 20, 2004.

okay here goes..

- A Paul Frank watch (you can never get enough of those)
- McBlue tee shirts (ask drey which ones)
- more free time (there really are some things that $ can't buy)
- less school work
- Floorball stick
- Gift vouchers (SKS, Stussy, Flash & Splash, Accessorise)


Actually there isn't anything i really want.
I've got all that i've ever needed. =)

You.

I\'m all ears

December 17th, 2004

Posted by wildflowers at 01:56 AM on December 17, 2004.

...But it would happen, as it does for every dancer
That I´d stumble on a truth I couldn´t see
And find a longing deep inside of me, it said . . .

I am the heart, I need the heartbeat
I am the eyes, I need the sight
I realize that I am just a body
I need the life
I move my feet, I go through the motions
But who´ll give purpose to chance
I am the dancer
I need the Lord of the dance


The world beneath us spins in circles
And this life makes us twist and turn and sway
But we were made for more than rhythm with no reason
By the one who moves with passion and with grace
As He dances over all that He has made


I am the heart, He is the heartbeat
I am the eyes, He is the sight
And I see clearly, I am just a body
He is the life
I move my feet, I go through the motions
But He gives purpose to chance
I am the dancer
He is the Lord of the dance..

I\'m all ears

take the shackles of my feet so i can dance. You already have. =

Posted by wildflowers at 01:50 AM on December 17, 2004.

It's been a long time.

Not doing much right now..i'm free till the lecture at 11.
My first week of school has been hectic.
I'm still trying to settle back into the school term.

We've so many deadlines, and all that we're studying this sem
seems so foriegn to me.

It hardly feels like Christmas.
But i refuse to say 'shitty christmas' anymore.
Think i said 'shitty christmas'
This will be the last time anyone hears these 2 words coming out from my mouth.

Missed the YI camp this year.
Bah.

I'm kinda looking forward to next week, yet dreading it too.
Looking forward coz it's gonna be Christmas but dreading it coz there's just so many things to be done and a lot of it's not confirmed.
But thank God for giving me that peace and assurance that He'll see me through. And it's when we're weak that His strength's made perfect.

It's amazing how He's been holding my hand and walking with me through these past months showing me so much.

.."but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirity who was given to us."

It'll be 2005 in afew weeks.
Wow.
Well, i've got all my resolutions down already..
one of which is a less hectic schedule that'll give me more time for quiet reflecting and spending time with God & family.
I've dropped Council & Stop Press already..
thankfully the Mission Trip & camp's over.
And i'm stepping down from leading in cell.

Mission trip.
Ahh..maybe i'll blog about it another time. =)
Thank God for such a wonderful group and a great experience in Thailand.

I\'m all ears

December 13th, 2004

Posted by wildflowers at 12:59 AM on December 13, 2004.

My lappie seems so foreign to me.

I\'m all ears

November 25th, 2004

Posted by wildflowers at 04:42 AM on November 25, 2004.

Alright i'm almost done with packing for tomorrow.
I've still gotta pack for the Korea trip.
Bah.

Need Ziplocs!

Why do my braces have to gimmie trouble now?
Of all times.
Right before i leave.
And why does my dentist, who thinks i'm diabetic have to be away.

Oh well, my spirits aren't dampened =)

Off to shower.

I\'m all ears

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